I am not what I seem
July 30,
2004
Life as a broken link
Never what it seems
Down the spiral of self-hatred
Indeed, I am not what I seem.
Destruction of all around me
Wasted, wanton exhibitions
Darkness of the spirit
The broken lock of consciousness
I AM DROWNING
I AM BROKEN
I AM ALREADY DEAD
Indeed, I am not what I seem.
What you see was never me.
And nothing ever has been
Or ever will be
Real.
Whatever you wanted
Whatever I wanted
Can never be.
We never opened our eyes up
Long enough to see.
Dark beasts surrounding me.
Darkness encompassing me
A throne of hatred
A love based on thorns
In death comes release
From eternal suffering.